Form 4 dy....

Honestly, until today, I'm not 100 % concentrate in class, when teachers were teaching. 1, 2, 3, only, a maximum line of the statistic is only 3 DAYS!!!
I'm definitely enjoy with all school activities, especially cheer leading and ...sorry making u all disappointing, sleeping!
I was depressed, em... maybe, it's I'm depress. I have no reason to study and the otherwise. I not even know what the first chapter of sejarah going on! What is ions and all the calculation, this time, I think I'm really fallen. I'm USELESS!!! Don't i? Yup, I do. Do u know that it's a humiliation to a maths genius like me, though it's not the modern maths subject.
Really, the first time, I swore and spoke to my deep heart, I wanna be strong.
But! the next day, I fell asleep in class again. Haiz.... Would my life ended like that? Nope, I'll let it be interesting, that's what I desired ever.
Why only homework can judge our achievement? Why don't let everyone be theirselves? No exam, no those annoying lessons? Why? Wht the world the community should be so realistic? Why?
I'm really hope I was not the first in class when i was little, Then I wont be input the message which guided me to fight for win!